I’ve had more time for reflection the past couple months than I think I’ve had in my entire life. I think I’m probably even further from the conclusions I hope to find, but I think I have developed a certain calmness about it all. I mean, there is so much to think about, so many wormholes to delve into, and finally there’s time to do it. I’m honestly surprised I haven’t driven myself insane, as I think of what I used to consider normal, and the way I used to navigate my way through the day. All this to say, I don’t think the answers need to necessarily lie within myself. As I type that, I realize how debilitating the opposite mindset can be. How freeing it is, to realize most everything in life exists outside of your control. And that’s ok.